Jan 25, 2017

It’s almost Tet Holiday, there is too many things to handle, yet my foreigner husband doesn’t seem to care about that much. Maybe it’s because there is no such thing as “Tet” in America. I’m fully aware of that, yes, but come on, he is my husband now, shouldn’t he be a part of this family? Shouldn’t he be worrying about this tradition as much as I do? He didn’t even give a shit about what I’ve been doing these days, seriously. All he ever care about is work work work and work, nothing more, nothing less, as if I’m not even a part of his life. Shouldn’t we share things in a marriage? Why would I have to carry this family on my own? Tbh, I don’t even know if it is a marriage or not? Just a man and a woman living under the same roof, with no children?? I desperately want to have a kid, since it is considered a sign of a happy family in Vietnam. But no, my beloved husband didn’t want that. I want to focus on my career, he said. I’m not ready to have kid, he said. I don’t want to share my love that I’ve given to you to anyone else, he said, haha now it sounds ironic. Love? Is it really love? Love is when you spent your day at work, having business with your partner and then got home drunk, didn’t even know who the hell was waiting for you? Is that love???? In that case, I don’t want this kind of love, really, no thanks.