Sept 19, 2017

You got home drunk. You hit me.

Do you still love me?
Should I end my life?

Apr 12,2017

Hey darling, it’s my birthday today, you don’t remember that, do you? Then why didn’t I get anything from you? No gift, not even a blessing. Do you still even care about me, about your wife? Having a husband means that having someone by your side, some who take good care of you when you’re in need of them. Look what do I have? :) A drunk man who comes home late almost everyday, didn’t even give a shit about what his wife was doing, whether she is dead or alive. All you ever care about is your job, your work, you career. I don’t need your money, I don’t need your house, I don’t need your car, I need my husband. Can I have him back, please? :) Please..

Feb 10, 2017

It’s the first day of Tet, and I don’t think I can handle it anymore. People been teasing me about having no kids. I think it’s not common in VN to have a husband and no kids, that means that your marriage is not considered a marriage. Come on people, as if I haven’t had enough pressure on my shoulder?? Why would you have to tease me about that? Is that fun to you guys? Laughing at people when they’re not like you? When they don’t meet your expectation? Urrgh try to have a husband like mine, and you will know what I’m sufferring from :)

Jan 25, 2017

It’s almost Tet Holiday, there is too many things to handle, yet my foreigner husband doesn’t seem to care about that much. Maybe it’s because there is no such thing as “Tet” in America. I’m fully aware of that, yes, but come on, he is my husband now, shouldn’t he be a part of this family? Shouldn’t he be worrying about this tradition as much as I do? He didn’t even give a shit about what I’ve been doing these days, seriously. All he ever care about is work work work and work, nothing more, nothing less, as if I’m not even a part of his life. Shouldn’t we share things in a marriage? Why would I have to carry this family on my own? Tbh, I don’t even know if it is a marriage or not? Just a man and a woman living under the same roof, with no children?? I desperately want to have a kid, since it is considered a sign of a happy family in Vietnam. But no, my beloved husband didn’t want that. I want to focus on my career, he said. I’m not ready to have kid, he said. I don’t want to share my love that I’ve given to you to anyone else, he said, haha now it sounds ironic. Love? Is it really love? Love is when you spent your day at work, having business with your partner and then got home drunk, didn’t even know who the hell was waiting for you? Is that love???? In that case, I don’t want this kind of love, really, no thanks.

Dec 01, 2016

I am gonna work in AB company. I’m gonna make a living to share the burden with Orlando. We should save money for our future.

Nov 19, 2016

Orlando went abroad for bussiness. I hate staying at home alone.
I wish we had a little angel. But Orlando said it’s not the right time for us to have a baby. He needs to focus on his career.
We will have one when he is appointed to CMO position. When will that day come?

Nov 11, 2016

It’s raining heavily. My husband goes home late again. He might have a party with his friends. I spent 4 hours cooking a lot of Vietnamese dishes that he likes, but he ate nothing. Nevermind. I get used to this.

Nov 12, 2016

It’s 1 a.m. He hasn’t got home. Should I keep waiting or go to sleep now?

It’s 3 a.m. Finally, he comes home. He got drunk. I think I did smell woman’s fragrance on his shirt. Does he has love affair?  I should ask him tomorrow.

Nov 11, 2016

It’s raining heavily.

My husband goes home late again.

He might have a party with his friends.

I spent 4 hours cooking a lot of Vietnamese dishes that he likes, but he ate nothing.

Nevermind. I get used to this.

Nov 04, 2016

Hello, my new friend.